Well my new rig is up and running, althought we need to make a longer network cable to connect it up! But I have my laptop for internetting still.

Man. It's just the most beautiful thing I own. Like seriously it's too pretty to live in my house. I'm listening to WOTW on it and it's just. so. beautiful. These speakers are amazing and the monitor and graphics are so perfect I may watch my WOTW live DVD on it later, too.

I'm also going to use it, hopefully, with PS7 and oC, so I'll get back to doing some digital art if I get the time.
Although having a laser mouse on a glass table is a disaster, haha.

And it's an Acer. So is my laptop. So was my laptop that did me so well for so many years. I'm never having a fucking Toshiba again. Way too much fucking trouble.
Suprisingly, my brother's new laptop is also an Acer. And his laptop is pretty fucking awesome, too. Lol.
Can't wait to get Steam up and running again!!!

Just been working like crazy to get my interim report done for my dissertation.
I worked harder on this than I normally do, I discussed it with my supervisor, amended it, and made it perfect.
I'm trying so hard to get a first, but something in the bottom of my stomach tells me I'm not quite that good enough. Just that I'm lacking a little something, a little extra push.
Who knows.
We'll see how well I do.

And this isn't even part of the actual report.
Hm.

And I have exams coming up in January. They finish 2 days before I turn 21.
I'd also like to be married before I'm 21.
Even if it's the day before, but the two celebrations could come together for a huge culmination of family, friends, drink and hopefully, presents.
We've been discussing it but he's still hesitant. And it makes me wonder if he's even sure, since every time it comes down to doing some planning, he changes his mind.
So I don't know yet.
But it's frustrating that I know what I want, and most descisions are based on him agreeing or disagreeing, or him waiting until he knows.

..my SECOND laptop has died on me. It won't boot, exactly the same problem as the last one. FFS. I've had it less than 2 months!!
They should be collecting it some time next week and fixing it within 7 days hopefully.
Worst moment it could have been, I have so much work to do. Siiiighhhh.
Luckily, hubby has a PC that has never up and died. So there's still that.

Although the good news is I got a free seasonal flu vaccination, and I'm getting my swine flu vaccination next week. Although my prescription cost me £15(!) so that's not great. But I can't go without these meds, it's just.. not an option.
And I received a care package from Brian, lol. Because I have no money and had no food, so that was awesome. At least he gives a fuck that his daughter was going hungry, even when it's too much fucking effort for my mum to give me £5 of my own money that she was given to give to me, as I can't afford anything at all now, and that means stuff like freaking toilet paper.
I'm so fed up of her shit.
It's my goddamn money- and she gives my brother and his bum girlfriend money for fags all the time? WTF?!!

Hubby had to return my christmas gift so we could pay bills last month :/ and I found out today.. and we're still fucked this month, too.
Sigh.
Life can suck.

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